No, No, No, No!!!
Saw the T today. It was pleasant, fun and a little weird, in the good way. It was the last of my 6 EAP sessions. I am better, there is no doubt and there is hope on the horizon. We talked a lot of my resentments and my frustrations with how things have been.
There were a couple of salient moments, moments of great solace and comfort. First, is that she validated what I've know for so long. That I've lived a left so bereft of care and comfort, so absent of basic human contact, that I have sought it, when I needed it most, the only comfort I've ever known, even in the arms of the crazy and malicious.
I'm truly sorry. I am who I am, the product of where I've come from, where I've been, and not going anywhere specific, but to safety and security. I wish there was no such thing as fighting, that the world could just be this perfect place and everybody could just get along, but obviously that can't happen... 1:42... The look says everything I feel...
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